novelsite Chapter 375 When will you tell me?
Chapter 375 When will you tell me?
Jiang Xingni felt that her experiences during this period were incredibly strange.
First, she vaguely felt that something called DDL was chasing her, and then she was entangled by an unknown white-haired, red-eyed man. During her boring and busy university life, she also added a part-time job to her life, which involved fighting monsters everywhere but without any money or credits.
Now, a girl she had never seen before was some distance away from her, and tears welled up in her eyes without her noticing.
Jiang Xingni was certain that she did not have any memory of her—just as she did not remember Xie Yungui.
It's probably another emotional debt from that "Jiang Xingni," Jiang Xingni speculated to himself.
She stared at Song Juexiao for a while. She really didn't remember who Song Juexiao was, and she didn't have any impression of Song Juexiao's face, but she was clearly crying in front of her.
Jiang Xingni then stepped forward and embraced the tearful girl, saying, "It's alright, don't cry."
Xie Yungui was originally holding Jiang Xingni's hand with pride, but when he saw Jiang Xingni shake off his hand and take Song Juexiao's hand, the smile on his face vanished in an instant.
His expression fell.
The two men looked at each other across the river. Due to their positions, Jiang Xingni couldn't see each other's expressions, which made it easier for Xie Yungui and Song Juexiao to provoke each other behind Jiang Xingni's back.
Xie Yungui watched as Song Juexiao's expression changed from "flattered" to "suddenly realized," and finally, when his gaze fell on Xie Yungui's face, it had turned into "smugness."
Even if you can use time rewind to be the first to know when Jiang Xingni will return, and the first to stand in front of Jiang Xingni, what good will it do?
In terms of gender advantages, same-sex couples can still engage in more intimate behaviors!
Jiang Xingni could hug Song Juexiao, who was crying, when they first met, but no matter how many tears Xie Yungui shed, Jiang Xingni would not rush up and hug Xie Yungui directly.
That would be a bit too ambiguous.
Taking advantage of Jiang Xingni's inability to see, Xie Yungui silently sneered at Song Juexiao from behind Jiang Xingni, leaning against the wall, waiting for the moment when Song Juexiao would break down.
"Why didn't you come to find us?" Song Juexiao gently gripped Jiang Xingni's clothes, repeating the question she had just asked without getting an answer, and looked at Jiang Xingni.
Jiang Xingni: "..."
Jiang Xingni thought to himself, "It seems I can't fool you anymore. I'm sorry I can only tell you the truth, but you asked me about it yourself."
"I don't know you." Jiang Xingni reached out her hand, watching as the girl opposite her opened her eyes at her words, tears welling up in her eyes again. Her hand gently wiped away the tears from the corners of Song Juexiao's eyes. "I don't know who you mean by 'we.' I don't know who you are either."
Song Juexiao opened her mouth, wanting to say something, but not knowing what she should say.
If you've forgotten me, why did you still hold me? Why did you wipe away my tears? Would you really go to such lengths for a complete stranger?
However, the question was never asked, because Jiang Xingni was exactly that kind of person.
Even if he didn't really know her, Jiang Xingni would still give her a comforting hug out of politeness.
"..." Song Juexiao stared at the familiar face in front of her, unsure how to express her feelings to the person before her.
Logically and emotionally, Jiang Xingni had no reason to listen to her complaints and whining.
The words she wanted to say over the past two years were meant for Jiang Xingni, who remembered them and had spent so much time with them.
Since Jiang Xingni has already forgotten these past events, why should she bother him with old stories?
Even if you say it out loud, you should know it will only increase their dislike, right?
"So that's how it is..." She could only murmur this in the end, gently pushing Jiang Xingni away. "I'm sorry, it's my fault, I..."
Song Juexiao was stumped again, unsure whether he should say "I mistook you for someone else" or "I didn't expect you to have amnesia."
Which of these two approaches would ease Jiang Xingni's pressure? Song Juexiao pondered for a moment and realized he was completely at a loss for words in this situation.
Jiang Xing smiled at her: "I know, and you don't need to apologize."
"It's good that you've stopped crying." Jiang Xingni straightened up and politely distanced herself from Song Juexiao.
Then he turned around and looked at Xie Yungui: "Alright, shouldn't we go now that the monster has been dealt with?"
Jiang Xingni originally came to help Xie Yungui find the monster, but now that Song Juexiao has dealt with the monster, there's no point in her staying any longer.
Upon hearing this, Song Juexiao's eyes visibly widened.
Her gaze swept over Jiang Xingni, then she looked at Xie Yungui reproachfully.
Holy crap, how did someone manage to sneak away while Jiang Xingni was suffering from amnesia?!
If it were before—Song Juexiao thought bitterly—Jiang Xingni would definitely not have abandoned her to choose Xie Yungui under these circumstances.
"Okay, let's go." Even though he wasn't a student at the Capital University, Xie Yungui took Jiang Xingni's hand naturally and led her outside.
Even without looking at Song Juexiao's expression, Xie Yungui could completely tell what Song Juexiao was thinking.
It's still the same question—is Jiang Xingni after losing his memory still the Jiang Xingni they know?
Will the emotional dislocation caused by memory loss disrupt Jiang Xingni's current life? Song Juexiao was unsure.
However, Xie Yungui, who had become accustomed to retracing his memories and had to start over every time to cultivate his relationship with Jiang Xingni, did not have this kind of struggle at all.
—Jiang Xingni is Jiang Xingni.
Regardless of whether she has the memory of spending time with them, she is still herself, and her first reaction to Xie Yungui is unchanged every time.
Without any moral dilemma, Xie Yungui would feel even more justified in running away, only regretting that he couldn't confess his feelings directly to Jiang Xingni.
"Xie Yungui," Song Juexiao called out to his teammate, though judging from the current situation, the two were about to have a major falling out. "When are you going to tell them about this?"
Xie Yungui turned to look at Song Juexiao: "If they hadn't figured it out themselves..."
The indifferent-looking young man chuckled lightly: "Let's wait until Jiang Xingni remembers and is willing to come to you."